Let's just be honest here, I don't think that I am my best self lately. It has been God-knows-when since I was last rolling on a ball. Some things have been considered on what has caused this 'phenomenon' and it has come to a conclusion that: I am feeling an intense pressure from my surrounding.… Continue reading What do you do when you are being forced to a norm that is not yours?
Echo of the past I didn’t meet up with Tom. But I got to have that ‘talk’ with Stella but it all went down the drain. It went like this: Me: Nice top. Stella: Oh stop it. You’re just jealous. Me: What do you mean I’m jealous? Stella: Stop fooling around, sister. I know you’re… Continue reading Seeking for the Great Perhaps (Chapter 3)
I have posted bits and pieces about what happened on the 12th of August 2019. But here's the full story: (I am finally ready to talk about it online) The school holiday had just begun. So me and my sister, the wild wanderers, decided to hit the road and so we drove away to our… Continue reading Caught in a rip current
She was once this girl who told herself that she will never get a tattoo, she will never drink and get drunk, she will never have a not-boyfriend relationship. Everything was set in her mind. She was certain and convinced. So she lived a life following her unwavering principals, held dearly close to her heart.… Continue reading An Anecdote
I was supposed to go to India, but things changed. So there I went, back to the country that I have visited twice and always come home thinking, "Dang, China is so beautiful!" So here's a rough budget on my trip (Note: I went with two friends so we shared/divided with almost everything): 24 -… Continue reading Backpacking budget through Yunnan, China
Tom and Hazel The first day of my final year of high school is hectic. I have been trying to pull myself together so hard and constantly cursing myself whenever I am slacking off. Three months of doing nothing has succumbed to this massive mental pause where for a second, I have forgotten where my… Continue reading Seeking for the Great Perhaps (Chapter 2)
THE MORNING The clock ticks, almost in unison with my heartbeat. I stare at the fan on the ceiling. My both hands on my stomach, counting to each breath that I take. What if the time stops? I think silently. What if my heartbeat stops altogether too? Will anyone realise that I’m no longer alive?… Continue reading Seeking for the great perhaps (Chapter 1)